Learning the unforced rhythms of grace

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Diagnosed

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There is a space, a holy emptiness, where God longs to be. It is in our hesitation to speak, our restraint to move and our resolve to wait . . . it is in those moments where we have no clue what comes next but instead of scurrying to grasp at control, we wait . . . we surrender . . . and we pray. And for some strange reason, we desire to see God intervene more than we desire to take control. We long for His intervention more than we long for a calculated outcome.

For me, it took a chronic illness and the cumulative effect of its wear and tear on my body and spirit to come to the place where I was willing to accept a new way–a different way. This podcast is the story of my diagnosis with Endometriosis and the journey from loss to acceptance.